I am lonely I miss what I could never have Living as a woman for the first forty-six years of my life Robbed of who I truly am - the life I should have had My straight husband loved me more a man that put you into a rage so you hated him too You… Continue reading Poem: I am a Lonely Knight
I am taught that no matter how rude you are to me I am to never be a disrespectful Bodhisattva I am taught that no matter how broken you are and in denial I am to never be a disrespectful Bodhisattva I am taught that no matter how angry you become and even if you… Continue reading Poem: Never Disrespectful Bodhisattva
Assurance of becoming The lotus flower can not bloom without muck, yuck, and gross crap on the bottom of the pond. We have to embrace our suffering for this is why we bloom. We all will bloom for it is our suffering we have in common. By Anunnaki Ray Marquez July 5th, 2023 ~.V.~
You left me behind You told me to love again You died way too young The agony of your departure pure pain The end of your torture You died in my arms You made me promise to live without you I did not want to, oh the pain You told me I would be ready… Continue reading Poem: Hope
There is no more suffering. And now I must live on. Your song on the radio; Without you sounds so wrong. My tears cry in agony; The pain of vacancy. I know you loved me more a man; But then you went away. I see you in the Red Cardinal. He visits me each day.… Continue reading Poem: On this 5th Month Without You
You say you are a Christian but you sit in judgement over my "life style" when it is not a life style at all I live the way I was born to live and God says it is good You say you are a Christian but you lie, betray abandoned, and deceive me and then… Continue reading Poem: Hater – The way of love
As you lay there dying, You gave me my marching orders: "We are Knights at the Round Table. I must die now and You must live on." I knew it would be my last night with you. I stayed awake the entire night. Candles of rainbow colors burn in the dark room with only the… Continue reading Poem: March Forth, without you.
Strength is not how much you can endure before you break Strength is how much you can endure after you have been broken Strength is arriving when you want to die the physical and emotional pain is so bad but love keeps me here rage keeps me here Strength is forgiving when people, who know… Continue reading Poem: Strength is arriving when you want to die
Death in deep sorrow Split with the living and dead Did you ever die? By Anunnaki Ray Marquez Febuary 26th, 2023 ~.V.~
A generational tragedy Over and over again I wanted to end it but learned I could only change myself I decided to live you didn't Over and over again a type of generational tragedy that will not stop repeating itself suffering, death, dying So much I am powerless over I was taught that I could… Continue reading Poem: My Broken Family
Mx. Anunnaki Ray Marquez 