I was loved deeply
I was loved whole
He loved me more than for my spirit
He loved me for more than my soul.
Now you praise him for having such beautiful love
Now he is gone,
in heaven above.
You hypocrites!
Because when I changed, you said he would leave me
You even said you would not have blamed him if he had begun to hate me
Yet, he stayed, and now you make him the hero
When he loved me more, a man
I was not his pitty fuck
You hypocrites!
When you found out, he desired me more a man
Then you called him the pervert
Then you called him the freak
You disowned him, too
You would have even laughed if he had found himself alone on the streets
Then you harmed him, too, with your prejudice and hate
You broke his manhood
You hypocrites
No matter who loves me, you say they are “gay”
No matter who desires me, they are a pervert, you say
No matter how I live, you made the rules
That we should all be outcasted
No matter we lose!
You hypocrites
You Sew that Pink Triangle on our pajamas again!
You Left us to die as the straights were freed
To you, we are the pink slime
The slime we see you throw to the streets
And yet, you want to be an “ally”
and not offer us a place to truly call our home
How can you be “welcoming” with no pillow for our own?
If I lost my home,
admit it, you would consider me as good as dead
Admit it
You hypocrites
We live in tents
Broken unlivable houses
Abandoned buildings
I’m luckier than most
I have a house I somehow hold onto
and food to eat
……and yet I educate you for free
Hardly holding on to my home with
a student loan and government assistance
I educate you for F R E E!
……because you all supposedly can’t pay me
and call yourself above me?
Ordained or Ph.D.!
You hypocrites!
By Mx. Anunnaki Ray Marquez
~.V.~
Mx. Anunnaki Ray Marquez 