Homophobia, Intersex Phobia, My Intersex Story, Poems, Prejudice, Relationships, Transgender, Transphobia

Poem: When I faced the streets alone

When I faced the streets alone

I looked up into the Florida winter sky

The stars seemed further away than usual 

God nowhere to be found in my heart

I thought I was alone

I now know God was there

but not at the time

just darkness

you see, boys don’t cry…

or do they?

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Thankfully not too cold, but the breeze undeniable, even for Florida

I had a few men’s clothes back then…..I had my combat boots, ant pants and my Mesa Verde dark blue jacket on.  

The beginning of a mustache

Would I be safer on the streets as a man?

At the time not wanting to burden my family with all the prejudice we would have to share if I stayed with them

So I left to face the 

unknown

alone

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I had just received a landslide of family and friends abandoning me due to homophobia, transphobia, and accusing me I had lied and deceived them

Being born intersex did not save me from prejudice 

I had no-one now

I even felt God had vanished

and abandoned

me

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Walking out on my husband’s own homophobic and rage  

No one cared how I was taking it….

you only asked how is my family taking it?

I had become an

untouchable

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One of the hardest things I ever faced was leaving my family, finding myself on the streets, and not one “friend” had a couch for me.

Not one

Maybe like a dog they feared

I would never leave their couch 

Maybe they didn’t realize I could have died on the streets

Maybe they did not have the

time to

care

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I called one person who cared

The sun was not up yet  

Then a gay man named John,

who helps runaway teens

picked me up off the side of the road

We talked for hours

Two strangers

One love

for

humanity

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With this man’s love

Thankfully my husband realized

the sky would not fall if he loved me,

his life partner,

a gay

intersex man

I am certain if he had not

I would be

dead now

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But………..

I will never forget

No friend,

and no shelter

would give me a temporary home

they all said

no

 

 

By Mx. Anunnaki Ray Marquez 

November 14th, 2019

For Transgender Awareness Week

November 13th to 19th, 2019

 


There is a hidden epidemic of violence against transmasculine people | Aug 09, 2019 | By Orion Rodriguez,

Can an Intersex person be Transgender? | By Mx Anunnaki Ray Marquez


BBUUC Sermon with my husband. March 31, 2019
My husband and I at the BBUUC sermon we gave March 31st, 2019; with a dear friend, John Giordano.

~.V.~

 

 

 

 

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