I close my eyes and walk in the past
To your waterfall, I am at peace at last
My body with fever, my throat razor blades
My head is hurting, my mind in a haze
The thick goo in my throat breaking with meds
Hoping it doesn’t travel any lower
please go away
and no lower!
My body hurts.
∇
The virus it somehow came through that damn door
With Lysol, antibacterial soap,
and
hand sanitizer galore
I even stayed at home!
It did not care.
∇
They can’t even test me because I still can breathe
Not enough tests out there
unless you have to leave
to get help to breathe
To be on death’s doorstep is the only way you are counted
The number out there not even close
it has truly surmounted!
No hoax here
what evil surrounds us
oh it is real
we all just wait for our turn
It feels like eugenics, again
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We have two critical workers
They are the heroes to keep this country going
Where is their reward?
The critical workers are our true heroes!
Those blue-collared people that no one cared about until now
A heartfelt Thank you, to all of you
It did not care
∇
I am told by my doctors to assume I have it
I repeat
This means the numbers are
through the roof!
Did you hear me?
If I can not breathe
I get to be counted finally,
wow
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The weakest of us are dying by the millions
Survival of the fittest
Eugenics
and
why?
Nature
or man-made,
that is the question
Does it matter though, it is the same death
On your marks get set go:
Survival
of the fittest!
Never forget,
he did not care.
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Our friend,
Sadhguru says this virus doesn’t want to kill us
That if its host dies it has lost
this virus has fooled us
far worse than the last
I can only hope and hold his theories and wisdom in my heart
but it feels like eugenics as so many do part
or fight for their life tonight
to see the sunrise
It did not care
∇
Leaving my body to Astro travel
to make it through this dark painful night
Where I go I feel no pain
To come back to my body
to care for,
to drink
and
nourish well
Yes, when I come back
I am visiting
hell
more have died today
but the sun did rise!
It did not care
∇
I come back to teach you
The six times I have almost died
If this is the last time
I don’t want it to be,
I will not lie
I promise to fight like hell
this is hell
but I was told:
“don’t worry hun,
good always wins and evil always loses”
I hope this body will win!
It doesn’t care
∇
If I am to go home, remember
the virus didn’t win
Evil always loses!
∇
What matters,
is no matter when I will die
I will Shout Shamelessly
like the Peacock!
∇
My message to this world will live on forever
because you promised to carry on my
promise to this world
if I can’t.
By Mx. Anunnaki Ray Marquez
Thank you for loving me, for I have loved you.
Even when this world was not mine, yet.
April 15th, 2020
WORLD COVID-19 Crises
Note: The night of April 15th my symptoms became bad enough and with a fever that I will be tested tomorrow for COVID-19. I now qualified for testing.
Poem: I Promise to Be Your Voice: My New Year Resolution
My Accomplishments
~.V.~
Mx. Anunnaki Ray Marquez 